In Which S. is Honest

forever I haven’t written here in a while, but I have been writing so I am trying not to be too hard on myself. I have been busy making a new friend and splitting up my relationship. Well, that’s not true, I haven’t dropped the relationship bomb yet. But I have been thinking a lot about what I should do when it comes to C. and I and I have now made everything even more complicated by involving another man. I am struggling with my morality and ethics. I have always known I have my own set of rules or ethics, and at times – many times – I have to re-evaluate whether what I am doing fits into who I want to be. I can tell you straight up, infidelity is not something I am cool with, I am not okay betraying someone. But I have, and now I need to figure out what I am going to do. Continue reading